Beautiful

And all I could think of is you . I'm dying for u when are u ever coming back ?:( here I am waiting each day to pass fast cause I'm looking forward for th day you'll text me and tell me ure coming again . Stop pushing me away your egoness used to trick me but not now and forever it will be baby . You're jus weak as usual and I could see through u clearly . I'll never stop trying till th day I see ure so over it . I'm sorry , I'm not a quitter and I'll never quit . Just like what you say ..

Past midnight , it's 9.11.11

Nothing can describe this feeling nothing can describe th moment nothing can explain how happy how thankful how heavenly I felt . Nothing. It was too good to even breathe a word to tell how great it felt like and how unbelievably happy I was . In fact I feel like I was th happiest girl on earth . Happiest girl on th nineth . Can't believe right infront of me I was seeing th angel of my life . It felt like a dream , likea dream come true . In fact I still think it was a dream cause it was too good to be true. I felt like as thou I was holding my breath th whole time didn't wanna hear any sound not even my own breathing but just hearing u speak so beautifully . Th words of th catch ups , th words turn to laughters. Th eyes that met alot of times pretending it was jus normal like how we used to . Th moment we were silently shut in a 'cage'. There my arms been grab so willingly , so lovingly , so caringly , so touchingly .I nearly fainted as it felt like throughout my whole entire life I've been waiting for this . Oh how could u be so perfect that I never thought u were human . Th eyes of an angel I miss , th touch of an angel I've longed for . It happened in a blink of an eye and now I'm jus thinking back to get myself into place and keep smiling like there is no tomorrow . You were perfectly fine, don't get frustrated over it , you were perfectly beautiful, your voice were perfectly sound . You are such a beauty that was too much to be seen but to feel it mentally and physically . Th night was th best night of my existence . Come again my angel , I've always been waiting and always will be and forever for as long I breathe.