awkward /shocked.

i swear i was in shock just now when i realised it was him all th while . studied again today , as usual , - thts how i spent my nights everyday . was talking to gf abt something eh hem *important* and keep whinning abt IT . gosh i dunnno whats up with me naoz . thn i totally forgotten abt him , so nah he wasnt on my mind for th first time until then when i put down th phone and i was concentrating on my math , thn came voices that were much familiar . i knew there were a few teenage kids thr , but nth abt " is that him " on my mind . thn i swear when i took a good look , it was him indeed -.- after how many months .. lol . then cldnt do my math anymore , wasnt into my math anymore , no moood to study at all , felt like shit thn back to computer till naoz . lol . zzz . i felt awkward for that moment . jus froze thr in silence . wdvr , gonna pack my unfinished math sheets naoz , thanks to th "moment " hah . and gonna sleep ! ^^ damnnn i just fought with mum tsk .probably she didnt had a great day today . she came back throwing little tantrums and mumbling all th way non-stop . thn she said stuffs that irritated me and there we go again -.- bleh , hmm .. shall ask her tomorrow what actually happen . gonna crash now . nt that im tired , but just so many *not-important* stuffs are on my mind now and i wanna lay down on my bed and wonder and think and i dunno whats next . bleh i hate this part . nights , but im stilll gonna tumblr ^^

nights

xoxo