Thursday, May 6, 2010

it hurts to know that your birthday is coming and im somhow restricted to do anything about it .

me: should i .....
everyone says : FOR WHAT ? i mean , u guys are through right ? and.. u guys are like strangers again right ? hardly chat , infact didnt chat at all right ? it'll be weird if u do anything fr him on his birthday .
me: but th thing is .. its his birthday at least do a little something for him ?
everyone says : move on kristal . forget it . he wont appreciate it either . maybe he will acccept what u give to him , but u wouldnt knw what will he do to your gift .


this is what i meant );

i want to ....
but ... im afraid ....
i dont wanna piss you off on ur birthday , or make u sad or angry or frustrated .
but simple, all i wanted is jus to do something for you , but im restricted to .
everytime when i thought of something , something else bad triggers in my mind and it
stopped me from planning to do what i wanted . now im jus so hopeless and i can think of nothing .
u mean alot to me still .
hope ur seventeenth birthday will be the best . and all th best for ur exams .
nth much i can say but , iloveyou .


goodnight , T .

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