thaddeus <3

baby , i jus want you to know , that i seriously love u alot . i jus cant stop thinking about you . hmm i want us to last forever , and ever . dislike misunderstandings and fights . all i care is to be in ur arms and hug u tight while kissing you . hmm ur sneaking out of th house right now to go for drinking , arent you ? tc kay . dun get so high . anyway i wanna tell u that i really love u , and i dun wish to restrict you from doing many stuffs . your still young . no , actually WE are still young . and i want you to enjoy life to th fullest . dont jus because of me , u restrict urself too much . u deserve happiness and fun . :) like i said , i trust you in whatever you do . and as long as im th only one in your heart , im really glad and very thankful . anyway , you know me too well hor ? you can feel me whenever i tried best to hide my feelings away . gaaarh . miss you so much . i jus wish school holidays will never end . cause is like everyday i get to see you ! i feel like as thou im living under th same roof as you ! bleh . when school reopens i doubt we both will feel this way anymore . anyway , i go first and upload our pics kay ! i cant find th cable bleh . ): im still finding it . anyway baby , yesterday was great . spending time with you in town , together with teng (: see yuo like later on or smth - hopefully . (: i love you thad , i really love you .

<3

23rd & you + rain = lovely .

i jus feel like i've love you for long . when actually yesterday was thn when we created this strong bonding between us . i love you alot , babyT . you're my everything right now and forever . dun let me go . and i'll nvr let you go either . no matter what happens , you are always mine . hmmm , do you know whenever you start hugging me , i always feel secured . your hug was like one great hug , that tells me alot of messages . jus one hug of yours explains everything about our love . im tired now babyT . your princess wants to jump in her red bed ! (: see you tomorrow .

goodnight my soulmate .

see you tmr <3>

18.12.09

well my birthday was a great oneeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !
down to cousin's place for dinner , then after dinner we rot for awhile at her beautiful home at clarke quay , thn down to central , for club [helipad] . my mum and dad used to go to th club , when me and bro were young . they used to leave house at 1 am and lying to ask sayin that they had meeting ! HAHAH . but me and bro knew that they were going clubbing . by th way , i've never seen my mum and dad dance in a club . i've never seen them dance anything like what they did on my birthday that night ! hahahahs ! we manage to go in th club with this underage girl ; me . -.- th night went perfectly well , with my parents and my cousins ! :] ended like 2 am ? thn home .
19.12.09 was another hell of a great one too .

celebrated with my babiessssssssss ; jing hui , roslynda , jin xian .

yeah yeah , SOMEONE claimed that she couldnt turn up . i guess she was jus trying to surprise me ! and yeah she did . i was disappointed . waking up , getting a call from jin xian , saying she couldnt turn up . we were suppose to meet at 1.30 . and thats th time when i jus woke up -.- thnks to th clubbing i hae that night . thn hurry bathe and changed , and down to vivo to meet my girls . everything was nice . th cakes and cards and th dress ! i swear th dress was drop dead gorgeous ! andddd sexaye :] hahahas . thn wanted t go off but instead curled my hair for a moment . there was then this group of boys in their band suit with th drums hanging on their neck , walking aroun banging some nice music while singing . my deares JIN XIAN , went to ask them , if they could do her a favour , which was to sing me a brithday song . screw her kay . i was so embarrassed . somehow there was a huge crowd around me and all , and th birthday girl cant run away ! cause im freaking curling my hair . hahaah no choice but to sit thr , and keep laughing all th way . hahhaas seriously , my babies made my birthday a hilarious , yet memorable one ! (: then down to town for dinner at heeren thr , thn wanted to go to haji lane for shisha but ... nahhh next time . photos will be uploaded soonest ! :D

sugar , ice ! <3

been having so much fun . been enjoying life and all . i think my feelings for him are fading somehow . anywayssssssssss it takes time to . today nth much , supposingly should go out but lazy . so slack with neighbour and his friends . its BORINGGGGGGG as in not his friends , but slacking with my neighbour is super boringggggggggggggggggg LOL . i hope he sees this (: tsk !

tomorrow , have to wake up at six . wth ? ): cause working ! for one day -.- LOL . sam intro one lor . bleh , must reach ecp by seven thirty cannnnnn . i jus cant wait for next week , as there's more fun to go !

lets enjoy life to th fullest . forget about everything .